Off to China

I'll see if I can post something.But goodbye!

I am in need

Of physical love or I swear I am going to die.Why?Hormones.But I need a hug and a kiss from any boy before the end of this summer.How?No idea.

More details later~

Sept 2.That never happened.End of story.

I don't know what to think

我不知道是不是爱他但是這種感覺我認為它可能是。I don't know if I love him or not but I think it might be.
This is a teenage girl thinking and that teenage girl is me.I seriously want a relationship but I want to wait until I achieve my dreams but teenage hormones are kicking in and I seriously need some support.I don't know if anybody is reading this,but it doesn't matter because these thoughts were obviously meant to be private anyways.Soon on the 19th at 5am I will be flying to China.That will be a seriously long flight.I don't want to go but it has already been payed for.I will seriously miss him.I have been talking about different boys every post of course.All of them are really good friends.I guess nobody will understand why I like all of them.I know their good points and their flaws and this is something I enjoy-pursuing guys.That just totally made me sound like a slut,but having crushes is a normal thing.Besides who would like a average girl like moi?

So.

I just can't stop thinking about him!I want to know his real name.I know summer is just starting and there will be plenty of real boys to love.But I think I love him a lot and I don't know what to do.Maybe this is just an intense friendship?

Ok.It's summer I can be lazy right?

No.I'll get fat.I should probably exercise.I don't know.Well there's this guy and I think he is the nicest friend a girl can get.Problem is I have several other guys who are as nice as he is.I think he might like me.But I don't want it to get awkward.This is probably why guys don't understand girls.I understand guys to a certain degree at least I think I do.Well I'll write more later.

It's the start of something new

It's finally summer!I can't wait to have a blast,I mean after this year every thing will be so much busier!I'm heading off to high school and meeting all sorts of new people and most of all pursuing my dreams of becoming an author.Well I don't know if I am going to write in the future because there are so many other things I might want to be.Enough about that!This summer I am going to flirt with as much boys as possible.Well maybe not as I am going to be traving to Asia for most of my summer.BUT maybe I'll find my soulmate....I don't think true love at 14 is going to happen.Well that's it for this post.